sarie is sad at the moment, having lots of probelms emotionally and mentally and am putting jon through a lot of crap, he says he doesnt mind and is ok but i think its getting to him. sarie is worried she will lose jon, that would be really bad and make sarie so unhappy but i hope i will get better coz i love jon with all my heart and want to make it better soi will feel better

I love you jon